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no pig showers [Aug. 28th, 2010|12:04 pm]
writings while stoned

[mood |apatheticapathetic]
[music |American Dad]

I was going to start an entry but then I got high.

So now I just want to make shopping lists.
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(no subject) [Aug. 4th, 2010|04:04 pm]
writings while stoned

I haven't updated here in... over a year. wow.

I've been dry for almost a month now. I smoked a blunt with some friends last week and thats it. I have no idea how anyone handles real life without smoking weed. This has been the most boring and awful month of my life haha.

But, I'm getting a quarter tomorrow. I'm going to savor it. If the deal falls through, I just might cry. It's times like this I realize growing maryjane should be legal. I would never have this problem again.
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(no subject) [Jul. 29th, 2010|09:03 pm]
writings while stoned

no two perceptions will ever be the same.
disillusionment is right around the corner.
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(no subject) [Jul. 24th, 2010|09:16 pm]
writings while stoned

My father has always smoked marijuana (for medicinal and recreational reasons) since I can remember. The first time I smoked it the flavour and smell were so familiar already; I remember saying outloud that it just reminded me of being at my father's house, haha. Anyway, the other night while we smoked together he stated that he was worried about the smoke bothering my youngest brother while he slept.

The next day we sat down to smoke dad said he'd talked to my brother and asked him if it bothered him at all to which Rudy replied:

"Actually, I really like the smell of your medicine."

Well, it made me smile at least. :D
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Greetings hIghjournal! [Jul. 14th, 2010|11:02 pm]
writings while stoned

[mood |tiredtired]

I am not really new to LJ, but I am new to this whole community thing. I just joined the highjournal community. So I thought I'd post one here tonight.

I guess I should tell y'all a little about myself. It has to be a little because I'm wore out. Here I go.

MY name is Paul and I've got a real bad brain injury that resulted from an Over Dose of Methadone, & Xanax. Anyway that is how I became the absolute LOSER that I am today. Today I could care less about pills. I've always loved the way that weed made me feel.

I'm really bad off, both physically, & mentally. Physically because my OD left me unable to speak, or walk. I can walk a little bit, but for the most part I'm either in bed, or sitting in my wheelchair. Mentally because...my intelligence is gone, but that has very little to do with the OD that occurred on New Years of 1995. It does however, have everything to do with the drugs that I consumed BEFORE I ate the 25 Xanax Bars on top of the 17 Methadone pills.

My mind is mush that's why I write so poorly. I do try to write well, but it never comes across that way. Sorry y'all.

Anyway as I said before I'm wore out. So I'm gunna go to sleep now, but I'll probably post here again (soon?, maybe) Peace!!
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(no subject) [Jul. 13th, 2010|07:21 pm]
writings while stoned

to be or not to be?
green frog:
that is the answer.
if you have a badgering thought
gophering your third eye
yell, sing, GREEN FROG!
this interruption by something neutral and
meaningless, burns the bridge between
thinking it and
feeling it

my horoscope told me i'm so beautiful that
i attract other beautiful people into my life.
i need to lasso more dreams and
dress them up 'til they're
concrete enough to lie on

like the belief that everyone is your friend.
Greg, 40 years old and hates his life, walks into the break room.
i greet, "yo waddap, home slice?"
he defended, "you're on something."
i laugh, "Oscar, you're a grouch! but
i love you and i know
you love me."

look at your fingers
stretching swelling
burning blood flow
chronic shivering engulfs

all this tension in my mouth
is creeping you out.
all those chemicals in your brain
are making my heart-drum
purr, my
muscular speakers
chattering bones

am i boring god?
sitting, watching,
waiting for nothing.
i have these big thoughts that
love to play hide&seek;
creeping into the cracks
between realms

a baby bird learning how to fly nearly
landed on my head.
throw a blanket over accidents,
lullaby your worries to sleep,
write a letter to your future self every week,
"you're a mess;
get your life together."

prowl around your shadow,
make it confess,
plant a sunshine seed in your favorite vertebra,
watch your inner star grow:
shining, fertilizing,
flying against the weather,
floating under the tide

time is a game and you're the hero of it.
there's a blood thirsty beast in us.
teach him better dieting habits and
he'll appreciate your parenting.
dear host, feel free to do
as you please.
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(no subject) [Jul. 11th, 2010|09:53 pm]
writings while stoned

[mood |boredbored]

So...Whats your thoughts on kids?
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Your Mess [Jul. 8th, 2010|03:43 pm]
writings while stoned

[Current Location |here]
[mood |working]
[music |bells and whistles]

If you want to do nothing with your life that's fine.
But i'll never let it stop me from doing something with mine.

I've put a lot of work into cleaning up messes
most of them not mine, but other peoples distresses
and as of right now im done picking up shit
becuase none of its mine but for some reason I get
stuck cleaning up your time and your dreams and your sweat
and it won't mean a thing because you never set
your sights on a thing except booze, drugs, and sex

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Pot Related Icons [Jul. 8th, 2010|05:28 pm]
writings while stoned

where does everyone get theirs?
All the ones I've found are either boring or ugly :(
Recommendations anyone?
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Thumbs Up? [Jul. 7th, 2010|12:14 am]
writings while stoned

[Current Location |The Bat Cave]
[mood |complacentcomplacent]

I think I should be a movie critic. Ever realize that in chase scenes, the bad guys ALWAYS get caught, but when the good guys are being chased, they almost never get caught? What's up with that? Personally, I think the good guys should get caught more often. It'd make a better plot line.

What's your opinion on dating ex boyfriend/girlfriends? Do you think it's a bad idea? A good one? Why?
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